THE DEATH OF MY OTHER BLOGS HAS BRAUGHT ME HERE.

A MISH MUSH OF MY ART, MY PHOTO'S AND WHAT EVER THE MOOD IS AT THE TIME.
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO AREN"T UP ON THIS SHIT AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SOME OF THE THINGS ON THE RIGHT ARE VIDIO"S, LEFT CLICK ON THEM AND ENJOY.
TO TURN THE PAGE, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE IS , OLDER POSTS, LEFT CLICK ON IT.

I GOT MY HEAD CHECKED, BY A JUMUNJE,

IT WASN'T EA-SY,

BUT NOTHING I-IS,

WOOO HOOOO

Friday, January 30, 2009

THE MANY FACES OF ME AND MY DEPRESSION.

MAYBE I THINK TOO MUCH BUT THEN AGAIN MAYBE I DON'T THINK ABOUT THINGS ENOUGH.





SCREW THINKING, JUST DO AND BE WHO I AM,
NO MATTER WHAT.




WHO SAID THAT ?


YOU MUST HAVE, I DON'T EXIST REMEMBER, OR THE OTHERS,YOU TOLD EVERYONE THAT YOU DON'T HAVE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD ANY MORE AND THAT YOU DON'T NEED YOUR MEDICATION OR WERE YOU JUST LYING AGAIN ?




JUST ADMIT IT, YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT US AND YOU CAN'T GET RID OF US EVEN IF YOU COULD, SO SUCK IT UP.




AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




OH YOU POOR THING, SCREAMING AT ME IN THE MIRROR HAS NEVER DONE ANY GOOD, IT JUST MAKES ME EVEN STRONGER.



YOU JUST DON'T GET IT DO YOU ?






JUST FUCK OFF AND LET ME LIVE MY LIFE, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE, IF YOU DON'T I'LL, YOU'LL WHAT YOU LITTLE CRY BABY ?





GO ON YOU DON'T HAVE THE GUTS YOU PIECE OF SHIT.JUST DO IT

I WILL BECAUSE
YOUR JUST MAKING ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME MISERABLE.
GO ON YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO SO DO IT.


CAN I ? WILL I ? DO I ? SHOULD I ? AM I ?


FUCK IT, I DON'T KNOW THE FUCKING ANSWERS TO ANYTHING ANY MORE.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

DON'T YOU DARE YOU FUCKER, I HAVEN'T FINISHED TAKING OVER YET.


BESIDES,




YOU DON'T REALLY WANT TO DIE, DO YOU NOW ?
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.



WHAT ABOUT ME, CAN'T I HAVE WHAT I WANT TOO ?


IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO BE HAPPY ?
YES IT IS, YOU CAN'T DO IT.

MOVE OVER AND LET ME RUN THE SHOW.






YES I CAN, PUTTING UP WITH CUNT FACE DOESN'T MAKE THINGS ANY EASIER THOUGH.
I AM HERE YOU KNOW, IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN'T HEAR YOU, FUCK WOD.




WELL THERE YOU HAVE IT, ALL MY PICS THAT SUM UP MY UPS AND DOWNS, OH YEH AND ASSHOLE.
TO GO INTO THE REST OF MY CRAP WOULD TAKE A LIFE TIME.






DON'T FORGET MY UPS AND DOWNS ASSHOLE, PUTTING UP WITH YOUR CONSTANT WHINING.
OOHH I'VE GOT VOICES IN MY HEAD, I CAN'T STAND ALL THE NOISE, BLA BLA BLA BLA.




CHEERS, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE RIDE.


NO WE DON'T, YES I DO, LEAVE ME ALONE, PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
WA WA WA, PUSSY.


NEED TO DO THIS SORT OF SHIT MORE OFTEN, JUST TO SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF MYSELF AND THE VOICES IN MY HEAD.



WON'T SCARE ME YA PUSSY, MAYBE SOME OF THE OTHERS, I THRIVE ON DANGER, WITHOUT ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO DO ANYTHING SCARY AND YOU KNOW IT.



LIVE LIFE
DIE LIVING
HERE FOR A GOOD TIME NOT A LONG TIME
LIVE FAST DIE YOUNG LEAVE A GOOD LOOKING CORPS
THAT'S MY MOTTO,
WELL IN HIS CASE, MAYBE NOT GOOD LOOKING.

WOKE UP THISMORNING LATE
WITH A HEAD LIKE A SLAMMING GATE
THOUGHT I WAS GONNA SPEW
SO I STAGGERED TO MY BATHROOM
I SAW A CUNT IN THE MIRROR
I SAW A CUNT IN THE MIRROR
A CUNT IN THE MIRROR
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH CUNT.